i scalded my tongue and there's like a thousand ulcers on it now.
all because of that bowl of freaking hot prawn mee soup.
i can only blame myself for being so retarded.
now im so fucking irritated by the pain i'm snapping at everyone at home.
come near me and i'll bite off your head.
i went shopping with old maggot at toapayoh just now.
we had some classic maggie i.e. funny moments. haha.
lol. as i recall them i burst out laughing a few times on my way home (alone) just now.
i must have frighten some passerbys.
i just wish that maggot will stop pinching me everytime i laugh.
maggie (heavily warped) and me.
i wanna apply for Medicine in NUS.
but im afraid that i may not have the perseverance to complete the entire 5 years.
its 18k$ per year i.e. 9k$ per sem. plus misc fees and books, it'll amount to like 10k$ per sem!?
hais. and there's no scholarship for Medicine.
i'm in a deep, deep dilemma.
Please dont gimme that cliche thing about following my interests again
One more person to say that and i'll... i'll pretend i didnt hear.
My only interest lies in design and art.
so how, go NAFA ar, or LaSelle (however it is spelled).
or take a degree in design?
Whatevs. we all know it does not work like that in reality.
moreover i may be interested but not talented.
how's my interest gonna help me thn.
i'm not being pessimistic, i'm just facing the cold hard facts in the real world.
i never thought i'd say this, but i miss aj.
im gonna go back there for their chicken nuggets and tuna sushi.
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fucking tongue. its still hurting.